To let be

If it crosses my mind?

Yes, more than once. More than it should probably. But I don’t mind. Not any more. Because even though the pain lingered on for a long time, and it occasionally surfaces once in a while, I’ve gotten used to it. I can deal with it. I’m equipped, armored. The battle wounds haven’t quite healed and the scars are left as memories but I accept it. It’s become a habit. Although it may not be the most pleasurable one, I allow the thoughts to stay for a while, to meander across my mind in their own fashionable way. The difference now is that I know when to wave goodbye to them, kindly showing them the exit. And they leave.

So yes, it all crosses my mind now and again but it’s simply a crossing, not a battlefield anymore.

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10 thoughts on “To let be

  1. sheldonk2014 says:

    Good for you
    Happy happy
    Merry merry
    And above all peace

  2. Andy says:

    The crossing is a liminal moment, linking past and present on our journey of discovery.
    Speaking of journeys, have you gone to Sweden yet?

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