The tormenting

I googled melancholy. The second after I had typed it into the search field I knew I was in for a downfall. You see, I sometimes push myself into sadness. I provoke it. It’s as if my brain says, “Hey, you know what we haven’t thought about for a while? Yes, that’s right, unhappiness.” Perhaps I should thank my mind for those subtle thought notifications. The same gentle reminder usually goes hand in hand with shedding some tears.

“Oh, your tear channels seem to have tried up. Let’s see, how about this for today’s cavalcade of waterworks?” Cue search result. 0,35 seconds. 28 million hits.

Thank you Google. Thank you brain. Now I’m off to write. And I purposely didn’t put any mascara on today.

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15 thoughts on “The tormenting

  1. I can relate to this! I also have those moments when I purposefully don’t put my mascara and eye liner on because I plan to shed tears. ;D

      1. Have you ever forgotten wearing a mascara and only realized it in the middle of your sobbing. And you’re like, “oh sh**” It happens to me most of the time. Haha! I’m glad this made you laugh. Have a great day! 🙂

      1. Thank you, Erica. I feel that following each other for two years instills a certain amount of familiarity and trust between us. But not enough for photographs.

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